D-U-H..... C-H-A-N-G-E

I always thought that I was a head strong person...with strong convictions....well always until some time now.....now its reached a point where I'm questioning every thing I am and everything I think I am.


It's really funny.... the concept of letting go and becoming...letting go of the person you are....... or rather I should be saying - letting go of SOME of those bits which make us who we are, define us in whatever small / big way....and develop some new bits which would define the future us!

It's change - a change in our perspective / attitude / behavior / appearance / conscience / options / priorities  - whether for the good or for the bad [although I think that any type of change does us good only in the end!].....a change very minuscule or a huge, major one; a change CHANGES OUR LIVES FOREVER...

A new decision brings about a change. Taking decisions is neither fun nor easy, its just simply an important part of our lives and cannot be excluded / forgotten / procrastinated for long.Well I'm not even saying that it's a pleasant thing to do... taking these decisions.....but I also believe that there comes a time in our lives when that question which has been troubling us gets answered on its own..... Your instincts guide you towards what is actually right..... and everything just seems right all on its own!

It's not that I don't like being here....It's a wonderful place to be in..... to become open to question who we really are..... but it's  just that I feel utterly and completely lost without my own set of unquestioned convictions!

TILL I FIND THEM AGAIN! "D