I have a gazzilion things going through my mind right now; so this one is going to be super duper mixed up!
I got multiple muscle ruptures in my left arm [I'm a lefty] 3 weeks ago....... the initial first week went by without much pain or suffering...... infact I took it happily as a surprise break from my daily schedule and decided to take a few days off work and just chill! Its the second week when things got a bit tricky and all the irritation, pains and inability to function normally actually started to bug me.... I mean what is one supposed to do in today's world if we can't even function properly? Most of us do not realize the efforts simple day-to-day activities take if you cannot use one of your arms. [try not using your working arm while brushing; bathing, dressing, eating for more than a week and then attempt to question me; otherwise don't even bother!]
Anyways; I got down to thinking once I was over my irritation and got accustomed to the pain..... about the simple things in life which I had taken for granted till now, my set of god gifted skills that I'd been taking for granted [I'm talking about my doodling here], the annoying amount of time I sometimes spend in front of the computer doing nothing[try doing it as a compulsion and you will know what I mean here], our friends and families[who stand by us in good as well as bad times], the value of free time[a 'lil free time never killed me; but only free time definitely did!], the value of my job to me[I still don't love it; but at least I don't hate it anymore] , my value to my employer(wink; wink)[yeah; I felt a bit unappreciated at work until now!], my body which functions normally(thank god for that!)[try to understand what I am trying to say here coz I can't put down in any other manner without sounding insensitive here] and other such stuff.......
All that I'm trying to say here is that there are A LOT of things in our lives which we take for granted without probably even realizing that we are...... All I'm saying is that there may be a lot of things which deserve our appreciation which we DO NOT appreciate....... I guess that all I'm trying to say here is that I am going to take this entire muscle rupture episode as a disguised blessing as it gave me surprise break, made me more grateful as a person and gave me time to reflect, get a vision for life, catch up on books/ movie/ music/ friends/ my two dogs!
I got multiple muscle ruptures in my left arm [I'm a lefty] 3 weeks ago....... the initial first week went by without much pain or suffering...... infact I took it happily as a surprise break from my daily schedule and decided to take a few days off work and just chill! Its the second week when things got a bit tricky and all the irritation, pains and inability to function normally actually started to bug me.... I mean what is one supposed to do in today's world if we can't even function properly? Most of us do not realize the efforts simple day-to-day activities take if you cannot use one of your arms. [try not using your working arm while brushing; bathing, dressing, eating for more than a week and then attempt to question me; otherwise don't even bother!]
Anyways; I got down to thinking once I was over my irritation and got accustomed to the pain..... about the simple things in life which I had taken for granted till now, my set of god gifted skills that I'd been taking for granted [I'm talking about my doodling here], the annoying amount of time I sometimes spend in front of the computer doing nothing[try doing it as a compulsion and you will know what I mean here], our friends and families[who stand by us in good as well as bad times], the value of free time[a 'lil free time never killed me; but only free time definitely did!], the value of my job to me[I still don't love it; but at least I don't hate it anymore] , my value to my employer(wink; wink)[yeah; I felt a bit unappreciated at work until now!], my body which functions normally(thank god for that!)[try to understand what I am trying to say here coz I can't put down in any other manner without sounding insensitive here] and other such stuff.......
All that I'm trying to say here is that there are A LOT of things in our lives which we take for granted without probably even realizing that we are...... All I'm saying is that there may be a lot of things which deserve our appreciation which we DO NOT appreciate....... I guess that all I'm trying to say here is that I am going to take this entire muscle rupture episode as a disguised blessing as it gave me surprise break, made me more grateful as a person and gave me time to reflect, get a vision for life, catch up on books/ movie/ music/ friends/ my two dogs!
