SOUL SISTERS

hmmmm...... I do not do this type of stuff generally.....write on such topics or anything.... but its just that I'v been feeling so strongly about this from the past few days......[and I have been up doing stuff these days that I generally do not do so I guess that it kinda explains a lot....]  


so yup... soul sisters... the thing [?] that started making shitloads of sense to me of late..... I mean that term has always been there.... it just got a whole new meaning for me now.... "D  


so this one is dedicated to all of you! 


it's funny how I'm feeling extremely stupid about the lamest of things but you ; yes YOU are in exactly the same spot ..... nd well voila!.... I dnt feel stupid about it any longer! <3


I'm down in the dumps..... dont want to admit it but I need to get it out of me....now the tricky part here is that I DO NOT exactly know what I need to chuck out of my system..........so I just start talking..... and before i know it; I'm out with it..... :) [and it feels like I was never in the dump in the first place!] 


I have an embarrassing confession to make....well so do you..... only we are embarrassed abt the same stuff! :D  


my current dilemma [ like the most random thing on earth!] - that thing which really does not matter at the end of day but what the heck, it matters to me RIGHT now...... well that is what happens to be on your mind AS WELL! [so maybe it does really matter? ;p ] 


we do the same DUMB stuff! [ so what; I'm gonna learn from YOUR mistakes now! :D] you know exactly when to be the bitch and exactly when to be the saint!


life sucks BIG TIME for exactly the same [LAME] reasons! :P


no need for that stinky superior / inferior complex becoz ur ALWAYS there to pull me down / up to earth!


whenever I loose hope in me; I loose hope in you to! :/


I love talking random. U love talking random. I like talking sense. so do you. so does everyone else...... but why is it that you and I love talking sense / random when the WHOLE FREAKIN' WORLD decides to talk otherwise?




I can be the REAL BITCH I AM in front of you...... no fear! u'r a bitch too! [if not a bigger one!] ;p 


I am the REAL ME in front of you.... coz I know my shortcomings do not matter to you..... [and if I ever ''TRIED" acting otherwise; you would just see through it!] "D


I love you, my soul sis! I love for all of this and more that is yet to come..... [ or which I'm still to add to this!] 


THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE  


YOU ARE SPECIAL FOR ME!


<3 <3 <3

when boredom, restlessness and confusion stike together!

.....its weird.... So weird.. to be confused and bored and restless at the same time! this feeling...... its hard to explain.......I mean how does god expect expect you to deal with SO much happening within your small , tiny head? I mean seriously! As if we already don't have enough to deal with in our lives; the little free time which you get where you might want to sit and chill also becomes SO stressing. Call it anxiety. Call it me being me. Whatever. Well its definitely not me - how can it be me when the last thing I want to do in my life is to stupidly get worked up over nothing at all.....stuff which will not mean a thing to me 10 yrs down the line...

So yup! I'm so goddamn confused that I don't even know what matters to me in my life and what does not! I know I should sit down and think about this stuff.... sit down in retrospective... eeeeks...... If not sitting down to think clearly and this is the havoc in my tiny TINY mind, I shudder to think what will happen when I DO sit down to think after all!

so i'm really bored and i'v been thinking of blogging for a loong long time now.......

so i was just talking to my best friend today telling her abt how i really wanted to start blogging now that i was a little free from college..... i dont know why but for some reason i really think that i can write interesting,amusing stuff which will surely amuse people who are aware of the crazy workings of my mind! :D
lets just say that is the next step which i take from DWL (dim-wit literature!)[ this was a phrase I coined to describe my totally senseless discussions with my girlfriends!]

so this one thing that i really want to get out of my system right now is that- 'why do people really put up msgs expressing their sadness/ troubles of public social websites and portals when they really dont want to share and disclose what the problem is! i mean dude really! dnt put it up if u really dont to tell others what the real issue is!
if u can tell them that there is a problem then u might as well tell them what it is while ur at it! why tell others abt a problem when ur not free towards their suggestions/ remedies? why try gather the attention when all u want to do is run away from it? might as well not ask for it in the first place!

hmmm .......
so now its out of my system.
cool.
now i can get back to my normal crapppppppppppppppppp!